When I was in the closet committing suicide there was so much oppression upon my life that I just thought that death was the best thing for me. I was not a confessing Christian during that part of my life. I was working for the Government of Canada as an Auditor. I had experienced great success in my university years which resulted in my being recruited into the top ranks of the Government of Canada, but this did not satisfy me or fill the void that was blank inside my hea

When I first started to take my family on ministry trips, I didn’t have much faith for it. In those days, I was working full-time during the week for the Government of Canada. I spent my weekends and holidays by preaching wherever the doors opened in Canada and the USA. I had learned to have faith for solo trips, but the idea of traveling with my wife Lydia and our five children was harder for me. I didn’t think I could do it. Our oldest child is 8 and our youngest is now

There are times that I feel like I don’t want to do another thing. All the ambition that propelled me in my past season seems dead and I idly sit wondering if I will ever sail forward again. There are times I feel very weary and need to rest. In these hours it is important to stop and seek the Lord. Like you, I have had many prophetic words given to me in my life, and I have had many prophetic dreams. Many times people have prophesied things over me or I have seen thin