THOUGHTS ON MY SINFULNESS I want to satisfy God with my life, but I know that I am selfish and wrestle with many things, and yet, my heart is to be close to God.  Each time my soul turns to the world and flesh for satisfaction I feel a deep darkness and pain.  I don’t want to cling to the world, but I still do.  There are days when the wrestling is too much and I burst into tears.  I want to be free from this carnality.  I want to be spiritually pure.  I don’t want to rest in